Category: hope

  • Healing Without the Hoops – My MS Journey: Part 3

    Healing Without the Hoops – My MS Journey: Part 3

    The Beginning When I was first diagnosed, I encountered some in my family and my faith community who had a whole lot to say to me. I know these people love me and want the best for me, so please know that I am not saying that people were spiteful or intentionally trying to be…

  • A Diagnosis – My MS Journey: Part 2

    A Diagnosis – My MS Journey: Part 2

    In March of 2018, I had some doctor appointments to figure out what was going on with me.  One was to my allergist because I had what I thought to be recurring sinus infections.  My normal doctor was out that day and a different doctor saw me. I believe this was divine intervention getting me…

  • The Day My World Shifted – My MS Journey: Part 1

    The Day My World Shifted – My MS Journey: Part 1

    March is MS Awareness month. This series is an updated version of my MS journey. It started with a moment I didn’t understand. This was followed by months of symptoms. I tried to explain them away. Eventually, I received a diagnosis that changed how I see my body, my faith, and myself. What you’re about…

  • My Experience with Church Hurt, Part 4

    My Experience with Church Hurt, Part 4

    This is the final part of my series on church hurt. In the first three posts, I shared experiences that reshaped how I view community, leadership, and trust within the church. This last post isn’t about the wound — it’s about the healing. It’s about what I’ve learned, what I’ve released, and how God has…

  • My Experience with Church Hurt, Part 3

    My Experience with Church Hurt, Part 3

    Hurt…Again When we found our new church in 2016, I thought the hard part was over. I was hopeful—maybe even a little naive. I wanted this to be the place where healing turned into belonging. But healing isn’t always linear, and community can be both beautiful and complicated. A New Church, A New Hope I…

  • My Experience with Church Hurt, Part 2

    My Experience with Church Hurt, Part 2

    In Part 1 of this series, I shared how I grew up in church. I also discussed how I poured myself into ministry. Eventually, I reached a breaking point. It left me burned out and disillusioned. Walking away was both freeing and unsettling. I didn’t know who I was outside of constant church involvement. Part…

  • Facebook

    Facebook

    I don’t know what I was thinking. I thought after the election, my timeline on Facebook would be done with politics. Boy was I wrong. It was relentlessly toxic, and unexpectedly so. I was in a funk, so I did a thing. I left Facebook. January 29th is my daughter’s birthday. This year I took…

  • Waiting

    Waiting

    For so many years, I took pause as I heard Isaiah 40:31 expounded upon. The speaker would always tie the word wait into meaning to serve, like a waiter in a restaurant. I’m not fond of that representation of wait. Not because I don’t want to serve but because it says to me that I…